ohm-nohm-nohm

That is the sound of me eating my foot.

Not really, by the way.
I'm just bored and probably semi-crazy right about now, since I haven't slept since two nights ago. Tried taking a nap today, but that didn't really work. I guess I'll just have to take a tylenolPM, like always. At least my room is a little cleaner? Or at least more organized.

Ummm... Sieanna's supposed to come over tomorrow. I'm geeked. And that looks really weird when you type it out... geeked.

Anywho.

LATER...
OHMIGOSH OMIGOSH OMGSH!!!
I read chapter 363 of the manga...
I hate Sasuke. It's official.

Just Dawned on Me

Ya know, up at school, a few girls always get really homesick. Like, "I miss my MUMMY!" And I would always just laugh at them behind their back, thinking to myself, "Why would anyone miss home?" Because all my time at school, I never felt homesick. I never wanted to go home any more than I wanted to stick my hand into a beehive. And yet the whole summer, I've been MVA-sick. Dorm-sick? Either way, missing MVA. So now I actually stop to think about it...
And it makes life so much easier to realize that I really don't like living with my family. I'm sure that if I suddenly moved in with Amy or something, I'd be homesick if I went to school. But who looks forward to slaving over messes that they didn't make, arguing with their parents at high decibels, doing chores that no one else will do, et cetera, when you could be hanging out with your friends (even just to do homework)?

So, anywho.

We might go to Pennsic, even if for THREE DAYS.

It's better than nothing, I suppose.

I have three days of glorious escap to look forward to~ ♥

I'm so sad...

Both pathetic, and melancholy.

Soo... I must say. So, I'll warn you first- SPOILER ALERT FOR NARUTO. AND THAT MEANS YOU, DJ._{Deidara exploded himself ;_;} (/END SPOILER)

So, I wanna go cry in a corner now. They were the only bad guys that I basically loved. KISHIMOTO OWNS MY HEART.

So, anyways.

Just got back from the cousins. It was great at first, but then Hell.

Now I'm a little sick to my stomache.

Oh, right. I'm supposed to do something with Chella, Ashley, and Jade. I dunno, I guess summer is finally starting to kick in, eh? And Reggie emailed me today. Apparently, he & Nina are up working at MVA.

I can't wait until school starts again, I miss them soooo...

La, lalala la

Ya know, whenever it's sunny out I don't feel like tanning, so I say to myself, "Tomorrow I will tan." Then tomorrow rolls around, and it is never sunny enough.
Today it rained a bit. It's still really overcast, so...


More stressing out about money, this morning. Allison offered to pay for school uniform, and I agree wholeheartedly. Mom, of course, doesn't want Allison to "spend all of her hard earned $300 on school closet." But come on- she offered. It's not like we're twisting her arm or anything.

Cassie and Rachel are coming up this Sunday. Yay for cousins.


Other than that, nothing much is really new.

Ennui

That's the word, right?

Probably not quite my problem, but I am bored.

Tanning just makes me sweaty. It takes like, a week for me to get even a little bit darker. Curse these melatonin or whatever...

Danke schoen, darling, danke schoen

Let me just say that music makes me happy when everything else is getting me down.
Oh, and Friends make me happy too.

Spent the night at Amy's last night. We watched Hannibal Rising. It was funny because the movie trailer for 1408 made me scream, but I was almost not really perfectly fine for Hannibal.


By the way,
I would like to thank DJ uber-much for helping me out with the whole Nick thing. When you're having guy problems, see help from another guy~<3 And the other way around, except I hope I won't be having any girl problems any time soon.
Which reminds me-
How on earth am I a gay man in a woman's body?
Clemons told me earlier in the school-year that that's how I am, and I had completely forgotten about it until just recently.
And the hilarious scary thing is...
It makes a lot more sense XD

ANYWHO.

So, the parents are toning it down a bit on the whole thing.

I still haven't regained my respect for them, but oh well.

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!

So, counting really does work! Just not to ten. I have to count for about a minute.

Anywho- Life is pretty good other than the fact that I have, once again, like an idiot, agreed to go somewhere with Nick.
Why do I do these things?
We're going to the North Market, so it's not that big.
Maybe I'll be able to work up enough courage to say, "NO!" over some hi-chew... ?

Anywho. Talked to Jade today, and I'm still messaging DJ over devart. Amy is hopefully going to the fireworks with us tonight, since I haven't seen her in ages...

Yeah, nothing else really new.

OH!
Except yesterday in summer school, a bunch of guys were like, "Are you lightskinned?" and I almost bust out laughing. Some other guys in my class thought I was Indian.
Yay, Italia!

And there was this lady on the news who got her face blown off by fireworks. They were pro. grade & somehow some workers at a carwash got a hold of them. The fireworks took a bit long to go off, so this lady sticks her face right over them to see what was going on. And then they blew up.
I nearly fell off the couch laughing.