Tuesday, January 11, 2011


I'm going to try to make an epic wish tonight.
This is going to take some planning.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

questionable decisions.

I find that night-time is often when I am at my most creative, and also when I make the best-sounding decisions in theory; but put into practice, they become slightly less ground-breaking.
It's not terribly late in Arizona right now, but I'm starting to feel the lack of sleep that had been haunting me in Ohio and has followed me back.

I still can't think of any resolutions for the New Year, and I don't think I really want to. It's not that I don't have goals for myself, because I do. For one, I aim to stop procrastinating and being a lazy bum and finally get my license. Apparently, it's easier in AZ than OH, which is a plus. Secondly, I hope to survive the year without having a break down of some sort, as well as not going broke from paying off loans and school bills. Thirdly (and lastly), I'm thinking about starting some sort of fitness routine. That last one is a bit shaky, but it's there nonetheless.

But do those count as resolutions? They seem more like reasonable expectations of myself, that I should be able to accomplish with or without a New Year to give me the excuse of resolving to do them.

So I think what I'm trying to say, more or less, is...

Piss off, Standard List of New Years Resolutions.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

So this is the New Year...

"and I don't feel any different."

That's not entirely true... only Mostly True.

Generally, the whole "New Year" thing is nice to celebrate and all, but Life has (as far as I can remember) decided to drop life-changing things on me no matter what day it is. In fact, I might go so far as to say that NOTHING exceptional happens around New Years. I mean, my birthday is in about two weeks, but that's just far enough removed (and I honestly don't feel much about that either).
Not to be a fun-sucker or anything.


I forgot to make any resolutions.

Maybe I'll get on that tomorrow.

I lied.
Something big happened this year, but it was slightly earlier this month. It's just that I'm still dealing with it.
Also, my parents anniversary is today.